Cheerleading Dance

I am the one second to the left!

Yesterday I preformed the dance I have been trying to perfect for the longest time. The dance kept running through my head like a broken record. I preformed it in front of the school with 5 other girls. Only the front row got to do it in front of the school. I was so scared, I was shaking insanely  I was so scared. We were just a couple inches from everyone in our school and every eye was watching every step, every bounce and every hand motion. I felt like the dance blanked then my body took over and I was surprised I didn't mess up, I tend to do that during important moments. I was really proud of myself for getting through that, but even my smile was shaking and I was scared that people could see that I was struggling. Then I went home with a couple of my friends and we were getting ready. All of them are super skinny with long legs, I am the opposite. I am curvy and I have average legs. I always feel extremely self conscious around them. We got to the game and I was so nervous. He was there(yes HIM) and that made me 100x more nervous. I needed to be perfect. The captain had to step down so I got to be captain. That was sooo cool! I didn't do the greatest job but I did the best I could and it feels so good to be a leader. I love it. It got to the dance and I just walked out there with all the fake confidence I could muster up. I looked at the clock the whole time and did perfect. I was so proud of myself. In recent and before years I have done dances and messed them up terribly, so I thought I was for sure going to mess up really badly even though I knew I knew the dance by heart. Over all it was a great game and I am rarely proud of myself but I thought I did great!